Heyman
11-15-2014, 07:14 PM
DISCUSSION - Blow job fantasies to Val Venis in 1999 (Guilty as charged)
So I mentioned this a little a few months ago but thought I'd elaborate.
Around September of 1999, I started to have these weird fantasies about giving head to Val Venis. I would take turns sucking Val Venis' cock with Terri Runnels. At first, I thought I was turning gay.
However - I then realized that the only reason why I was "getting off" to blowing Val Venis, was due to the presence of Terri Runnels. I then tried to picture myself giving head to Val without Terri present, and it felt really gross and gay.
Ultimately, I came to the conclusion that I wasn't turning gay, but rather,was merely maturing sexually........and was becoming more creative and open to new experiences as I was maturing into a young adult (I was 18 and 2/3's years old at the time).
So I mentioned this a little a few months ago but thought I'd elaborate.
Around September of 1999, I started to have these weird fantasies about giving head to Val Venis. I would take turns sucking Val Venis' cock with Terri Runnels. At first, I thought I was turning gay.
However - I then realized that the only reason why I was "getting off" to blowing Val Venis, was due to the presence of Terri Runnels. I then tried to picture myself giving head to Val without Terri present, and it felt really gross and gay.
Ultimately, I came to the conclusion that I wasn't turning gay, but rather,was merely maturing sexually........and was becoming more creative and open to new experiences as I was maturing into a young adult (I was 18 and 2/3's years old at the time).