The fact that while growing up, and dreaming of becoming a professional wrestler, and doing things to help with that. I.E cutting promos on cam, designing gimmicks, moves, and entrances, and testing out how well I can work/remember and sell by doing that stuff. I realized that maybe I was born to do it. I realized as I grew older that I may have found another calling. I like drawing and have fairly good art marks, and I realized I love gaming, not as much anymore, but I still do, and right now Im doing something to achieve that, Im taking a 3d game art course, and hopefully will get a good job doing something I love once out of school.
And after seeing the battered bodies, shattered lives, and pain both mental and physical that comes from being a professional wrestler, and I want to get married someday, and have kids, and there is no way in hell I am only going to spend 65-100 days a year with them, anyways what I mean is that the passion is still there, but too much is turning me away.
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