12-14-2010, 11:31 PM
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#9351
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RAPTURE READY.
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Originally Posted by Xero
I can go for 3+ hours without cumming with close to constant stimulation.
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I'd rather eat the cum.
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I've already gotten help. On like 10 psych meds right now. Turns out I'm schizophrenic and bipolar. 
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If we're being honest here, I don't plan to ever have intercourse or have anyone touch my junk.
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Let's be real here. You've seen pictures of me. You honestly think anyone would want to have sexual contact with me?
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If you want a shoot, I'm a virgin .
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Believe me, I wouldn't. I have no intention to ever "initiate" anything in terms of first sexual contact. It has to come from her. This isn't about "oh, you gotta get out there and get some ass", I need a strong emotional connection to someone before I even consider something like initiating it, especially because I'm submissive naturally (something I don't plan on changing to this extent).
In the whole scheme of things, I'm not interested in the sex, I'm interested in the emotional connection and closeness that comes with it. And before that I need a strong connection regardless.
Call me a pussy, call me a woman. When it comes down to it, this is what I want, and what I'm about.
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Originally Posted by Xero
I agree that I'm very insecure and that I'm able to be confident in parts of my life. I have low self esteem, a low opinion on myself image wise (though I know I'm not terrible looking, just a fat mess, which is fixable) and struggle with Social Anxiety. If I could get over the SA (which is something I'm finally looking into, because it's getting frustrating) things would move along much better. Needless to say, that isn't something that's easy to get over and you can't just say "fuck it, I'm not going to have anxiety anymore". Doesn't work that way and it's why I'm starting to seek help for it (no, I'm not schizo and I don't take any psych meds).
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Xero attempting to have sex. Failed.
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